I really haven't been updating, I'm sorry about that. Some things have been going on, like Takeru suddenly leaving and things like that, and I haven't been so.. active in Japan. I suddenly feel homesick, and I'm.. envious of Takeru, he's back in France with Mother and Papa.

Takeru's mother is wonderful, she truly is. She's been trying really hard to make me comfortable, but I can tell that she misses Takeru a lot, and..

I miss him, too.

Of course I do. He's been the one showing me around, being nice to me, helping me learn Japanese.. I feel comfortable around him. I just find it hard to adjust without him around.

I'm.. I'm too dependent on Takeru. I have to change. I must change. I don't know why I'm thinking of this, but I really care about Takeru, and I hope that he'll be alright while he's away.

♥, Catherine